The only guarantee in life, is that it ends. It’s what we do with it that matters. It’s that feeling you wake up knowing you did everything and said everything that you wanted to the day before, no matter the consequences. Sure there are gonna be days when u realize that maybe you said to much, but personally I would rather know I shared the heart felt details, then to know I wasn’t true to myself, and the way I feel.
Not everyone is gonna like the things u say, and that person you want so bad may never realize that you are more then the words you speak and the idea you portray. But tomorrow when you’ve taken a look at the photograph of yesterday, don’t let the sad things stop you from believing that it was all done with cause and knowledge that tomorrow is a new day. A day to make it better, and a day to make new feelings about the choices, good or bad.
I hope one day you wake up and your photograph is as beautiful as the one I have of you. And nothing will ever let me change that image, but i have to also acknowledge it may be the only one I ever have. Cause tomorrow is a new day, and it’s gonna be different.
1. Stay the night
2. Give my heart away
3. Told u how I felt
4. Left home
5. Used and abused myself
6. Allow myself to get hurt
I dont think i have just taken a moment out of my day, to just stop, sit down, and stop thinking. Absolutely nothing, just a steady flow of nothing, like a river streaming down its path with no stops along the way. But who has time for that. Right?
Whats unfortunate about never stopping and just enjoying the tiniest second of silence, is you start to spend the silent moment over analyzing the things that don’t need so much thought at all. Those simple moments, That even though are so good, and maybe even something you know deep down is just right for you. Your mind turns them into things that take over your entire mind set, and once you start, it like a down ward spiral into this creation youve made, just cause you didnt just take that time to admire the small pleasure of life you are blessed with, for just a moment.
I almost feel ungrateful sometimes. That i am so lucky to have such good things in my life, and so many wonderful people that are spectacular is so many ways. And yet i over analyze them all. Simply because i dont really think i know how to just stop and enjoy the little things. I want to. No longer fill my head with so many “what if’s” and “but maybe’s”… Cause i have this strange feeling that maybe if i just try to take this moment to stop. That it could possible turn into a life time of something more, and steady.
